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word of the day: restless
April 27, 20117:48 PM
i wonder why people behave this way. i never thought someone could be like that. lecture day in school today and feeling really restless now. i wonder what i should do now. homework or sleep?
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April 22, 201111:55 PM
been a really long time since i blogged. going to make it a habit to do it.

jc life is really going well as of now i guess. looking back on the past 3 months, i really wonder how i made it through. in 4 days time, it will officially be 3 months since school started. yet it seems as though it has started a long time ago.

i still remember the first day of lesson when i had to introduce myself and the whole class was so quiet. it seemed impossible then that i will make good friends especially since 2 years is such a short time. now, the possibility is getting higher. the new friends i have made in class reminds me of all my old friends. thankful to have known them and its comforting to know that in the crazy world we live in, we still have true friends.

life concert was just yesterday and it really re-lighted the spark in me. there are so many times i wonder why this and that happen to me, but when you assured me last night that it was part of your plan and that you will be there, i knew i had nothing to worry about and nothing to be sad bout. :]

really happy to be in my cca. i made the right decision. happy to go to cca every time and though its hectic and there are so many things to do, i'm glad that i can be a part of it. every meeting has been a learning opportunity and an eye opener. the exco have been really supportive and helpful. though its going to be a tough journey up ahead with all the proposals, deadlines and project, i know that this is the right road up ahead.
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reminisce
February 05, 20119:56 PM



I wish I can hit the pause button in my life right now. I'm contented with my life right now :] I may not be the wealthiest person or have a great love life but I'm really thankful for everything in my life right now. thank you God.

looking through photos from the past 2 years and they remind me of who we were in the past. i'm thankful for j.a.m and chaelchael and all my other friends.they mean alot to me :]
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January 25, 201110:10 PM

back from a long hiatus. reflecting back on this month, i guess i grew up alot. my perspective of so many things changed like i just grew up all of a sudden. i always thought making simple mistakes like snow white eating the apple was foolish but now, i guess they're not. all those mistakes i made in the past were foolish and simple come to think of it.

within this month, i did things i have never done in the past, be it good or bad. i changed, i'm no longer my 16 year old self anymore. circumstances and my environment changed, and along that path, i changed too. its not a good or bad change, its just a change. didn't really speak to anyone about this but somehow i feel so lack of emotions these few days. like i'm in this vacuum and everything that had happened around me just decreased my emotion level. its a really odd feeling, like i can't find my heart anymore.
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a long time wish...
December 09, 20108:29 PM
to like coffee :) and i finally did it, created a cup of drink with coffee in it even though its super super mild but i love it:) its like hot chocolate with a small spoon of coffee:) now i'm over the moon :D
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December 07, 20107:56 PM
"those were the time where we made all the promises but now none of them are fulfilled"

its only been 2 weeks plus since the big O ended. over these 2 weeks, i learnt so many life lessons and gained so much experience. it felt like God really opened my eyes and point out to me what is really real to me and what is not.

talked to chaelchael last night and i realized how big a fool i was this whole year. i was a naive fool this whole year, the whole talk made me grow up so much and allowed me to know so many things i never thought people could do. sometimes, all it takes is just a knock on the head to tell you to wake up and stop living in a kid's world.
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its december!
December 01, 20107:50 PM
since its december... its time to :

bake christmas cookies! ginger cookies, gingerbread, log cakes. yum yum yum!

woke up this morning and while walking to the bus stop, i suddenly felt really thankful. thankful for everyone who had been in my life this year and for everything i have. even though i don't live a rich and glamorous life, i feel really thankful for everything i have right now. :)
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