Funny how friends say forever,
people never seem to stay together

You told me not to worry, told me not to cry,
you said we were best friends, it was a lie.

I'm here still pretending not to care,
pretending I don't notice your never there.

You hurt me so bad you will never know,
and the pain I keep inside I will never show.

You'd probably see it if you just tried,
and know how many nights I have cried.

But don't worry I'll be fine,
I'm not the one who left all my friends behind.

came across this poem today. kinda explain how i feel right now i guess. y is life such an emotional whirlwind. i hate school now. if i was able to leave i would have done so... i am just giving it till the end of the year. it is just so mess up now that no one is caring anymore.