sometimes i just feel so inferior to those guys like they are always better than me, they know so much yet i don't, they know the right words to use but i don't. its always so fustrating trying to remember what to say when and what to not say or write. sometimes i just wish everything is much more simplified and i can write or say everything i want but that is not possible, i have grown older so now its time to rise up right? i am so confused right now and feeling so inferior.i have so much work to catch up now, i have a compo. and compre. to complete!its so tiring to just pass through everyday, time seems to pass so slowly, every second feels like minutes. can't wait for the weekend, its only one day away, then i would go birthday shopping for all of my friends!i wanna get roller blades for my birthday!

god please help me not feel so inferior lord, i wanna pray that give me more confidence and push out all those thoughts of condemntion in my head lord, in jesus name i pray.
amen