during bio. today empress change the lyrics of part of a song bcause we were studying fats and lipids. it goes:

you want it all,you want it you want it
all the fats and lipids and more,
you want it all!

ok its funny, came up with a cheer on mangrove swamp but too lazy to post it. kinda happy today cause i finally chemistry, after all the hard work i put in, super relieved that i got the result. had DISC today and it was really fun, the person taking us was like super funny, he got super serious at one point and told us his life stories. it made me realise that stress is a very scary thing and can make even the most calm person do the most craziest thing. really impacted me and like the whole session i actually learn quite alot about how i work and stuff, and answered a few questions i had about myself. went to collect my music stuff after that, music is only 1 week away and i haven't started studying, arh.... i hope that i will do well this time! went to finally buy a moisturiser for my face and i didn't noe it cost 14 bucks until i paid for it, super stupid of me, but i hope it works. went home and i only manage to solve like 2 questions on amath, its super difficult, i always get lost and somehow i keep going back to step 1. having jogathon and dance tomorrow, hope my body can take it and i wouldn't be so tired, i actually have no idea what we are suppose to do tomorrow, hope like it goes well and stuff.

friends are what support and me and make me who i am today, i love them so much and can't bear to see anyone get hurt. but recently i feel that i have hurt them deeply due to how i have been bringing myself. god please help me change my behaviour and grant them a heart of forgiveness in them to forgive me. i am so sorry.