celebrated jav. birthday today. he loves his bag! yay! school was kinda fun today and i understood economics. haha. after school hang out with amanda, mandy. janrie join as along after her chinese and it was fun fun fun! there was so much laughter as well! i love it. dance was pretty fun and laugh as usual. it passed really quickly. the weekends are here and am going to be studying! off to relax and study later.

really happy today for some reason. even though i was suffering from a bad headache today but somehow i felt super happy today! yay to happiness... haha. school was alright but PG today was so awesome. i feel so thankful for the core and i'm just so thankful for them. on the bus home, finish reading my book. its on a girl whose mum had staage four ovarian cancer and i read till the part that the mum died. almost cried on the bus and while walking home somehow i was thinking of the whole scene but it happened to me. got really thankful that mummy is healthy and fine. thankful for so many things today which is awesome. made me appreciate everything around me so much more. i know that he has a plan for me and i am going to obey it and live it.

totally didn't realise i needed to be at the photoshoot. sorry mrs goh and sorry to the others. it was a misunderstanding! school was normal. everything's normal today. common test is next week and i have to start studying. been worrying about some stuff lately and sometimes how i wish there is a reset button. i would have reset the time to the beginning of the year. term 1 day 1.

overdue photos for amanda!:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAZLI!
hope you have an enjoyable birthday!

sick yesterday. slept the whole day and am all better now.

school was okay today i guess except that there seems to be no homework which is weird. geog elective test was postpone and now i pretty much have nothing to do. going to study chem later and email ppl my econs notes! hope that kills time!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICK!

FRIDAY
celebrated hannah's brithday. happy 15! almost got cream-ed. haha. met janrie afterwards and met amanda and mandy at dhoby gaut. ate at ashton's and it was uber nice. we were laughing alot. for the next 3 hours, i was laughing non-stop. amanda, mandy and janrie were super funny and we just kept laughing non-stop. haha some guy kept looking at us but who cares. took photos and ytd was not picture day for me! so much fun and they are so awesome to hang out with! love you guys! after that went back to school and we went for the concert. got a temp of 37.6 with amanda and xinying for some reason. must be all the laughing! concert was okay. janrie and mandy were listening to super juniors for some items. haha. amanda slept on the bus back and went home. ate pizza for dinner. stayed up late again.

going to meet afiqah later! can't wait! her carsies are coming!
amanda!

school was normal as usual. sihui did this in bio. its pretty and colourful! pg was awesome! chem was bad. lunch was hilarious with hannah, kenneth and jq. fiq doesn't wanna have dinnner tonight! friday is going to be awesome, i just know it. tee hee!

went to toys r us after school today. its a united square!!! went there alone which was awesome i guess... finally found the cars after a super long time! met vel n denicia on the train. reach home and took a shower. after the shower made afiqah a sandwhich n off to meet her! met her at her house n we sat somewhere new today. it was windy n i was doing ss while afiqah did her class tee. talk alot n its super loads of fun. shes like such a best friend n we played truth or truth. it was the scariest one i ever played! haha mega fun n we talk alot like heart to heart talk. lost track of time n came home at 9 plus. super fun love afiqah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU IAN!
happy 15!

school was normal today. napfa and lessons. spent chinese studying chem and miss pg. i want to go for pg! surprise su ian in fps and we did nothing much. went home and i realis i lost my ss worksheet. ah! spent ytd at afiqah's house. stayed till 8pm and went home. she's a super good artist! haha! your cooper is coming afiqah! i want my shoes!

afiqah's art:

school was normal today. think i'm going to do badly in bio. saw amanda today! yay! went home with amanda and janrie! love it! wanna do that everyday.
studied at afiqah house today! it was so much fun. talked about loads of stuff and having so much fun! shes so nice and sweet, even offered me curry puffs. she started looking at my handphone and saw my pics. started chasing her round the table and like in the end took her handphone. deleted my ezlink photo from her phone. haha... its so much fun talking to her and it really makes me laugh so much. realise some stuff from her too which made me quite angry... haha oh well! this totally made my day and i am more of a happy person now as compared to the start of the day. love this day!

Seeing the latest jakarta bombing this morning somehow i feel like everyone is fighting against each other. like what the everyone used to say, violence won't solve the matter. i pondered over it and it was true. everytime we wanna get back at someone or we wanna fight back we just don't realise how much it is going to hurt us in the end. both parties will get hurt. violence won't solve the matter so why use violence? at the rate everyone is bombing and killing each other, the world will end soon. boo hoo! there is still so many beautiful things that have yet to be discover! STOP THE VIOLENCE!

Ate dinner with andrea yesterday night! had heart-to-heart talk with her. talk alot with her and took some photos as well. met her at amk hub cause she had something on before that. watch hp6 before that and went home to change to meet her. haha! hp6 is not very nice though... it was kinda lame. left at 9pm. did chem at home half-way and fell asleep at 10 plus. somehow i was tired and fell asleep on andrea's bed. haha... woke up feeling tired! talked to hannah and javier in the afternoon. it feels good to talk to them and i guess i made my decision already. i know GOD has other things for me to do and i don't wanna care bout it anymore. it is the PAST!


andrea's laksa and my kimchi noodle!

i just dun get it sometimes. why can't we just all be nice friends for once? i thought i understand but it turns out i don't at all...

i feel like talking to amanda, janrie and mandy so badly now! i need you guys! miss you guys so much, its been a long time since 4 of us went home together, i have so much to tell you guys! ahhh! it seems like everytime i am always busy... not being able to come for this or to come for that...

i'm going to step out of my comfort zone, maybe i have been in there for just too long... things are changing.

school today was as usual filled with laughter. 3faith just makes me laugh alot somehow. haha. school's been getting relaxing which is scary! nothing really much happen in school hours i guess except for denicia being overly high. haha. PG was different today which had its plus points. after DISC, me and hannah went to bubbletea shop and coffeeshop to buy food for kenneth, jav. and rachael. eating with them was so much fun. we talk super alot and i was having so much fun! i love my brothers and sisters! they are so nice. left at around 6.30pm.
this day really made me think. i realise sometimes when i think i depended on him i actually am not. i still have my doubts on myself and don't trust him somehow. i guess thats something i have to overcome! got to know gin ming today! she's super nice and awesome! yay her!

school was fun as usual. talk alot to javier. prayed at the chapel with jav. and jq during recess! the hmt pupils had oral today, hope they did well! haha! lessons were pretty much like the normal and bio was lame cause denicia came up with a leaf family. i love trigonometry! was actually enjoying myself with the math qtn since all we have to do is sub things in. school has been abnormally relaxing and i am freaked out by it.

met afiqah around her house area after i got back home! love her loads! she made me laugh so much man! i can't believe her sometimes. we were talking about loads of stuff from boys to insects. haha! just love talking to her alot and she's super nice and cute! we talk for hours like 3h? then it was getting late and i decided to take a bus back since i was lazy to walk! must go study with her one day! can't wait!

school was super fun as usual. i love school! got a blister from badminton today... retarded much? played with yeo-san badminton which was fun! he kept smacking the shuttlecock behind and i had to keep picking it up! changed place with him and i got my revenge... muahahahaa. math was lame and chem just cut into my pg time... fps was quick cause we just handed in our stuff. school was fun! i love school! came home and wrap my books and studied chem. msn-ing with afiqah now! love her loads!

school was great as usual. loads of laugh and i laugh alot in chinese. vel was telling me about a kitten in the morning.haha. today school was fun! prayer was super cool and awesome!yay yay yay! got 20mins extra of recess today which was... haha... amanda didn't come today hope she's alright. went home with janrie today which was fun! feel super lame-d out and bored now... i feel like sleeping! yay! can't wait for prayer group tomorrow! it will be so awesome!

i hate immature kids. they are attention seekers who want the whole world to think that they are the victims everytime even if they are not. i hate bullies too cause they are stupid. i hate people to bully my sisters. that idiot is going to pay back big time. she will regret everything she did to my sister.

went to get a haircut today. mummy kinda made me do it when i told her that my hair will drop sometimes. cut like 2 inches off! oh geez! i miss my long hair now... its so short! oh well! throughout the day, i start to grow used to my new hair. somehow i feel like so new and fresh in this haircut. its like it feels light and different. its like a new start! it seems so cool and refreshing. yay! can't wait for school tmr!

we all just started off as unpolish diamonds. God was the artist. He picked us up and knows what he wants us to be in the end. As we follow his plan and allow him to work in our lives, the dirty parts start coming off. all the scratches were polished off. by the end of it, the artist would turn the diamond into a beautiful piece of jewellery like how GOD will make us beautiful.The diamond will make someone happy like how we can make people happy.Sometimes when things happen, its just to make us better people thats all. everything happens for a reason. But by the end of it, everything will just fall in place. LETS PUT OUR FOCUS ON GOD TODAY.

this is the photo! yay us!

school was filled with laughter today. during eng change class and like was having fun and doing a newspaper report. economics was super fun cause ms chong was not in class and i laugh alot. haha! amath was stupid. didn't really listen much cause pkw maid everything confusing. me and denicia just ended up counting people who slept and we created a oh mcdonalds rhyme for vel... super funny. ss was quite lame. the class was noisy and i was tired. fell asleep for 5 mins! after that, me, jav., hannah went to the chapel to pray. how i wish i could do that everyday! its so cool and awesome! ate with hannah and jav later. talk alot as usual. went to yishun after that, i can't believe we left jq and vel togther alone the whole afternoon! cause hannah took the wrong books and we ended up going back to school, told jq and vel we meet them at yishun and ended up didn't. jav. and hannah made me laugh like crazy! they are so funny! love them so much!can't find the photo we took, gonna post it another time! yay today is a laughing day... haha

PICTURES TIME!
me!