one day when i disappear from the face of the earth would anyone care? i doubt so.

i feel so distant from you. i have no idea what to talk to you about, no idea what to say. sometimes i just wonder, what if i disappear from your life? would you care? how could things just turn out this way all of a sudden.

thank you nerdo for today, really appreciated it :)

i wanna break free of all the chains. i wanna run in the meadow and feel free and light.


i can't wait for project revival! (:

I know whenever I scream out to you God,
you always answer back and solve my problems sometimes in the weirdest ways.
I guess that is how the way things works God.
Thank you for today, you really made me remember those initial feelings. (:

i wanna fill my room with balloons and let them fill my ceiling.
i wanna touch people's lives and give them as much love as i possibly can.

i wanna do so many things.

this post is dedicated to ber.

managed to dig up our photos.

ber:
i'm gonna miss you ber. you're like this sister that always bitch with me but makes me laugh every time when you do that. take care of yourself in australia and call home when you can. you are like mega huggable and i'm gonna miss your hugs and a listening ear when you're gone. love you so much berber! have fun in australia, i know you will. *hugs and kiss!

friend : DOES GOD LOVE US?

me: yes God loves us.

friend: then why is there the Haiti earthquake which killed many people?

me: do you think life on Earth is better than life in Heaven?

i have no idea why i said it, it just came out of my mouth.

thank you amanda, for listening me rant today. sorry you had to hear it. love you girl. :)

term 1 has been such a roller coaster. never expected sec 4 to be so tiring, i did guess it was tiring but not this much. but i still love term 1 though, really got to know more people and everything is going well. 10 weeks seem so short, next thing i know, term 2 would be over.

holidays are packed with activities,i can't wait for it to start! :)

i know i must be an idiot for not being appreciative. after all the things you have done, i feel like i'm not giving you enough credit for it. you may not be reading this post but if you are i would really like to thank you cause i appreciate whatever you have done for me.

there's 2 different sides to me. firstly....

the nerd me!!! hahahahaha! :)

the second side of me is...
the spastic side of me. for some reason, i always seem to laugh like there's no tmr. :)

i wonder which one i like better.

alice in wonderland is showing now. i feel like watching it! :)

its the last week of school alr, this week is gonna be packed with activities, i can't wait for it! the weekend has been great so far! pepper lunch and study yesterday! :) yum yum yum! :)
this year has been great so far, loving it! i think i'm really lucky this year like God has been helping me so much, thank him for that. :)

school was tiring/fun this week. pickup lines have been like a huge part of the week :) was talking about cartoons with amirul ytd or something, remembered of all the cartoons i used to watch in the past. even though i don't really like cartoons now, they just make up such a big part of my childhood.

dance was fun today. :)

maybe underneath all of these, its just this girl who is scared.
maybe i dun deserve all of these, i should have known when to put a stop to it.

cheesy pickup lines makes me happy these days.