fly away with me.

lean on.

April 29, 20104:05 PM

are you okay? no i'm not.

life has been tiring these few days. working hard doesn't seem to work anymore. everyday when i look at people i feel so withdrawn. always pulling a long face or acting as though i'm alright. i didn't expect things to turn out this way, i didn't know people would actually do such stuff.

sometimes you dun understand.i wonder what you're thinking, whats going through your mind. i know you listen, but you dun get it. it was never a choice. everything just happened. i thought you're gonna be there helping me through this time, but you're not. everything is happening, you know how i feel, but you're just ignoring it. i'm really tired from all these drama. i just want you to care.

back to the top

April 25, 20106:43 PM

i'm getting tired from doing alot of stuff. somehow i think you take it for granted.

radix is officially over which means no more dance! *pouts.
i remember the first day of dance. where i could open my legs to 90 degrees and was mega inflexible.
i remember forcing myself everyday to stretch and bear with the pain.
i remember the first SYF and how hard the process of it was.
i remember all the performances we did and how hard we worked for it.
i remember how happy i was when i could do a split.
i remember all those fun times i had in dance where we would all laugh.
i remember radix day 1 when the music stop and we carried on.
being in dance brought me so much memories these 4 years.

back to the top

Thank you Lord.

April 24, 20109:31 AM

Radix day 1 is over. today is the final day of the concert. after today, the sec4s will be stepping down. i think i'll need time to adapt to no cca on wed and fri. feels weird like going home early or after remedial. hopefully, radix will be awesome today :)

we carried on without the music and collected ourselves to do it once more. i think dance really moves me and i love every part of it. :)

go dancers! :)

back to the top

sick.

April 22, 201010:48 PM

thank you girls so much for everything you guys have done for me. listening to me complain and nag. really thank you girls so much. love you girls! :)

radix is tmr. feel excited for it now for some reason. even though i'm like falling sick, i still look forward to the concert. :) hope everyone enjoys it! :)

back to the top

temptations

April 18, 201011:10 AM

"The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn."

-David Russell

i'm gonna give it all i got. for your glory.

i feel like my life is changing everyday, for the better or for the worse. there are so many temptations around, sometimes i just feel like giving in and for once, forget about my future. but somehow, i always wake up and realise how foolish i am before i give in.

friday was really great. thank you dancers for giving me so much laughs when preparing for the performance, even though there were so many times that we all felt tired, we pulled through it. thank you for giving me so much great memories:)

back to the top

oh lolli pop pop.

April 16, 20108:56 PM

just like that, its over. had a really fun time performing today, enjoyed it. :)

“Whatever comes in our way, where the battle raging inside of us; we always have a choice, its the choice that makes us who we are.”

-Spiderman 3

back to the top

save the world.

April 11, 201010:18 AM

thank you to all those who made my day better ytd. even though i did badly for chem, you guys really made my day. thank you :)

talk to mel chua ytd in school about the environment. she told me about how chickens were killed. like the chickens were born to be killed. thats really sad. was wondering what if i was born to be killed? thats really sad. :( trying to avoid fast food and chicken now i guess, at least they dun have to be killed so i can eat them.

back to the top

April 07, 20109:42 PM

been coming home late these few days! stress.

back to the top

defeat.

April 03, 201010:26 PM

“Sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today’s possibility under tomorrow’s rug until we can’t anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying."

GOD, you're bigger than all my problems. i know sometimes i feel defeated and in doubt of myself, but God i know you are able to solve all of it and guide me along. I shouldn't have depend on myself all these while, i should have just take the leap and cast it all to you God. I'm sorry.

back to the top

Good friday.

April 02, 201011:50 PM

i know you have a plan for me and I will obey it.

its GOOD FRIDAY!!! :) and i'm sunburned.

someone told me this today, really cool:

Stepford Wives, weak, lying, greedy and murderous men have engineered submissive, obedient robots to replace their liberated wives who they considered threats.
Although the men supposedly love their wives, they replaced them with toys in order to force their obedience.
God could have made us like that — robotic people (iPeople) hardwired to love and obey him, programming worship into us like a screensaver.
But then our compulsory love would be meaningless. God wanted us to love Him freely.
In real relationships, we want someone to love us for who we are, not out of compulsion

back to the top

April 01, 20106:35 PM

sometimes i wonder if i'm in reality or a nightmare.

Why was Snow White given an apple with poison?
To show that not all people are as kind as what they pretend to be.

Why did Cinderella have to run away when the clock stroke midnight?
To remind us that everything has limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel decide to exchange her fins with feet?
To show that anyone is willing to give up anything just to be happy.

back to the top