are you okay? no i'm not.

life has been tiring these few days. working hard doesn't seem to work anymore. everyday when i look at people i feel so withdrawn. always pulling a long face or acting as though i'm alright. i didn't expect things to turn out this way, i didn't know people would actually do such stuff.

sometimes you dun understand.i wonder what you're thinking, whats going through your mind. i know you listen, but you dun get it. it was never a choice. everything just happened. i thought you're gonna be there helping me through this time, but you're not. everything is happening, you know how i feel, but you're just ignoring it. i'm really tired from all these drama. i just want you to care.