i know i'm not the smartest person in the world, i know i'm the prettiest person or the nicest and kindest person in the world. but sometimes, i really wish i can be good at something. be good and nice and sweet. sometimes i just wish someone would appreciate me and not take me for granted. many times i wish something would feel that empty spot in me and make me realize that i'm not alone. but i guess i'm not good enough to deserve all of that.