fly away with me.

September 26, 20105:29 PM

life's never fair. everyone knows that.

looking through everything i must have been gullible thinking that you actually cared. after all, who would right? i never really told you anything, you were always never the first to know. its just irrational on my part thinking that you will be there for me. i guess forever is close.

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September 22, 20106:28 PM

i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. i really want to believe that its all possible but why can't i just trust myself? i can't believe in myself anymore.

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September 19, 20104:29 PM

gio needs a good book to read.

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and this is what happens when gio and chael watches a movie...

September 17, 20108:33 PM

went to watch resident evil with chaelchael today. *thumbs up!

screamed 4 times and covered my eyes in the theater with chaelchael petting me. finished all the popcorn and talked alot today. it was so much fun! like a whole afternoon not worrying about studies! :) thanks chaelchael for today, we should watch more movies tgt!

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just leave me your star dust to remember you by.

September 12, 20103:17 PM

i wanna move and not live here anymore.

God,

i know you're here, just tell me what to do.

there's nothing more to hold on to, everything suddenly seems so crystal clear. people, situations, drama. everyday seems just the same, nothing special nothing good comes out of it. food taste the same, worrying about the same things, doing the same things, life just went into replay mode. everything is on replay. i think i became nonchalant. i wonder whats there more to life then just achieving your dreams and getting a good future. apparently, theres nothing left.

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September 11, 201011:52 AM

i feel like having a mirror and showing people how they truly look like on the inside.

everyone has a least received a comment about them being nice at least once in their life. so is nice a compliment or just a casual remark? somehow i think that nice seem to have lost its true meaning and people are just using it like how they use lol as a response what they don't know what to say.

every time i feel like i'm just the person in the shadows looking at everyone, even myself. i'm just there observing and taking in all the human behaviour around me. and after so much observation, i find myself not amazed anymore at how people act. i try to see the nice in humans and people but i can't seem to do so anymore. it makes me wanna puke.

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dream a little dream.

September 09, 20108:44 PM

There's so many stars out there. There's so many that are bright, but there are more that are even brighter. Just because the first star you see caught your eye, doesn't mean there isn't going to be a better, brighter one. And the better, brighter one will make you see that the original star you saw just… wasn't as great.

Everyone has dreams, dreams are what keeps people going and continue living. what if one day you are living your dreams? won't life become pointless now that your dreams are accomplished? then whats the point of living any longer?

Do dreams really make us continue living on this planet just so that we can fulfil them? if so, why are we so afraid to even take the first step to try and reach them? what are we actually fearing? rejection? failure? or how people would look at us when they know of our dreams?

If we are afraid to fulfil our dreams, so what then are we living for? isn't life about making every moment count and working towards our dreams?

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Après la pluie, le beau temps

September 06, 20109:06 PM

going to the beach tmr! :)

currently listening to liam payne- cry me a river :)

i've locked that part inside of me up and tossed the key away

every painful memory taught me something new

and now when eyes glance past, they see the exterior

and never bother looking deeper and harder

to see whats really within

to see what i'm really thinking.

don't be shock at my answers anymore, because its just who i am.

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lets just grow stronger.

September 05, 201011:46 PM

goal for this holiday: get healthy and study.

think i have been very unhealthy lately due to the late night and stuff. need to sleep earlier and be healthier.

sometimes i really don't know if i'm actually what people make me out to be. it seems so unbelievable. was having a Bones marathon just now and somehow i feel like i'm like the main character herself, emotionally detached. i think thats really bad. oh man.

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tit tat tat

September 04, 20109:11 PM

when i grow up, i will get a tattoo on my foot. even though i have no idea what to tattoo but i think its nice to have one.

feel like doing a big change to myself right now or something, i'm getting bored with myself. hmm... wonder what i should do.

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butterfly fly away,

September 03, 20108:18 PM

i feel like buying a balloon and putting my wish on the balloon then letting it fly away. it seems like a cool idea.

planned my whole holiday and hopefully i have time to go to the beach or something!

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bye august, hello september

September 02, 20106:54 PM

and the september holidays are here! :)

gonna spend my week with fun and studying of course! looking at these photos makes me feel like growing my hair out really badly and maybe getting bangs. can't wait for them to grow out!

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