i feel like having a mirror and showing people how they truly look like on the inside.

everyone has a least received a comment about them being nice at least once in their life. so is nice a compliment or just a casual remark? somehow i think that nice seem to have lost its true meaning and people are just using it like how they use lol as a response what they don't know what to say.

every time i feel like i'm just the person in the shadows looking at everyone, even myself. i'm just there observing and taking in all the human behaviour around me. and after so much observation, i find myself not amazed anymore at how people act. i try to see the nice in humans and people but i can't seem to do so anymore. it makes me wanna puke.