its only been 2 weeks plus since the big O ended. over these 2 weeks, i learnt so many life lessons and gained so much experience. it felt like God really opened my eyes and point out to me what is really real to me and what is not.

talked to chaelchael last night and i realized how big a fool i was this whole year. i was a naive fool this whole year, the whole talk made me grow up so much and allowed me to know so many things i never thought people could do. sometimes, all it takes is just a knock on the head to tell you to wake up and stop living in a kid's world.

since its december... its time to :

woke up this morning and while walking to the bus stop, i suddenly felt really thankful. thankful for everyone who had been in my life this year and for everything i have. even though i don't live a rich and glamorous life, i feel really thankful for everything i have right now. :)